Diary entry: Astrov

Dear Diary,
Today was definitely not may day. You would believe what happened. I finally confessed to Ylena about my feeling to her. She is a splendid women and I want to spend the rest of my life with her. I want to move into a little cozy house in the woods, where there is only me and her, nothing else. We will finally be able to life a normal live without her husband, the professor, who I detest. I can relax and will not be as overworked as I am now. Away from all the worries of the world. I do not need more than nature and Ylena to be happy. Sadly I did not get a response from Ylena. She did not react to my confess. People came in the room so we were not able to end the conversation but also afterwards the tried to avoid me so I have a bad feeling about the whole thing.
Additionally to this I found out today that Sofia is in love with me. It is a messed up situation, the girl who is on love with me is the daughter of the man whose wife I am in love with.
Help, me I do not know what to do in this situation. How do I let Sofia know I am not interested in her but in her stepmom without her getting upset?
I am desperate and cannot think of anything else anymore.
The only thing I have at the moment is alcohol. Help me out of here….

I need a drink...